Tick-Tock, Tick-Tock

That, by the way, is my biological clock a'tickin'.

It has speed up in a last week or so anticipating the fact that in about two and a half weeks it will be baby making time. The one thing that is frustrating right now is now I am on some pretty heavy pain meds due to the accident. The bummer is I am going to have to stop taking them soon if I want to get pregnant. I guess its sort of like a trade off. Be in pain and possibly get a baby or not be in pain and no baby. I think you can all pretty much assume which one I will be going for. Pain at this time is something I can handle...an empty uterus is not.

At this point I have been advised by my doctor and lawyer to only be working half days or every other day but they are not the ones who are going to pay my mortgage. Regardless of my state of being and pain levels bills still have to be paid. That is just a fact of life. I have been given an estimate of December to when negotiations with ICBC should start. Until then I will be focusing on getting better and hopefully I will be pretty much back to normal by the end of the year. If not..well...we will deal with that when the time comes.

AF is scheduled to arrive on Monday. I am crossing my fingers that I will have an early ovulation again. Hopefully my CD18 OV was not a fluke but a sign of my body actually regulating into some sort of "normal" fertility pattern. I am very thankful that my fertility specialist got me on meds right away and decided not to wait until I had a third MC which is what they normally have to do. (So wrong by the way...I do not agree with a anyone having to go through that THREE TIMES!!)

On to other news...I bought a car yesterday! Woohoo. I now am the proud owner of a Silver 2005 Honda Civic LXG. We bought it off some little old lady who got dementia and had to stop driving. She kept the car in AMAZING condition. I think we lucked out. On the way home from putting a deposit on the car on Tuesday DH looked at me and said "I never thought I would be a Honda owner". Lol..as if it was the most bizarre thing in the world. Silly man...his heart belongs to Toyota's.

Oh, and just for the stress record I found out I am on a layoff list for work. Grreeaatt. As if my blood pressure was not high enough...To top that...jobs here are slim to none. Believe me...I cruised craigslist and was slightly depressed. So here is to hoping my DH can knock me up good and this wont be an issue! Go team Go! lol